I bought myself happy today

 I usually don't write about personal problems here. But today is a BAD day. And I got a little bit happier about this horn. The worst part is, I feel like I've done something wrong when in fact, I haven't . I feel worthless and want to get drunk, hide in my bed and lay down and cry haha. But so do all feel sometimes. Almost felt like quoting Gandalf there:

Frodo: "I wish the ring had never come to me...I wish none of this had happened."

 "So do all who see such times. But that is not for us to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that we are given"